Is it me, or are they always this wild? Like literally.

I have had some of the wildest dreams lately and the most terrifying nightmares.

To be fair most of my nightmares are about my childhood, teen years, growing up kind of thing. But also as an adult dealing with the removal of toxic influences. Like it all circles through the brain and gets processed.

But it’s not just dealing with real memories or things that are problematic the dreams can be utterly random. The cravings after some of them are bizarre.

Still, I think I have eaten way too much carbonara lately as cravings go.

Oh and the middle of the night leg cramps and trips to pee. Torture of the weirdest variety.

So yeah, any one else get absolutely bizarro pregnancy dreams?

I think I have literally slept or vomited through the 4 weeks gap. It would be a fairly accurate description.

Not much else to say.

Midwife appointment went ok. I’m feeling a bit more secure.

Oh almost passed out during the midwife appointment blood test though. Which is an escalation to my usual slight light headed-dizziness from a blood test to full on “I’m going to sit on the floor now because I feel real rough.” So there is that. Do with that what you will.

Emetophobia sucks. Still having anxiety attacks around puking. Hoping it goes away soon. New meds to try for the sick life so lets give those a decent try.