Ok… So I have had to fork out and buy some new glasses this month, ouch! I’ve done barely any writing, and over this year all I can see is the lack of words meeting a page. But I am hoping to do more, the writers block has been pretty aggressive, but I think I might slowly be taming the beast bit by bit. Seems that the evil super villain writers block has teamed up with laziness and exhaustion to try to battle me… lets see how my fight fairs over the coming months…
Emotionally I find I am still struggling a bit to connect with what I am doing and have turned to a few meditations in the hope that it will help me find the grounding I have been looking for again. That’s the weird thing, I can be there doing something but not be there really, not mentally. I feel the lack of self in something, that can be ok at times, but when it comes to it I miss being certain of a thought.
This month has been quite a relaxed one to be fair other than being broke as usual, trying to save money and wishing I could win the lottery. I am very much of the thought that adulting is hard and I don’t like it. There I said it.
I can’t say I miss the days of unemployment where I was a different kind of broke. But I am still broke with a job, but I am finding ways to try live a very frugal but fun life. That’s where you have to learn to be creative. However, when I was unemployed after spending a few hours applying for jobs I did do more writing than I currently get to do now. Hence why I think winning the lottery would give me a chance to pursue what I am passionate about and have more time to spend writing something special for here. Which is my current goal. The Big Project has gone to the back burners for the moment. The priority right now is writing some content for this site. I love having this place to write. My safe space for the good the bad and the ugly writing I do.
What am I watching on Netflix? Well, to be honest, I haven’t watched much, I haven’t really had much time to myself to sit down and watch something on Netflix other than keeping up with Shadowhunters, Once Upon a Time and now I have added season two of Poldark to the list.
Nothing changes here in terms of throwing plugs in for my amazon books on my author page… I haven’t lost my hope just yet.
May luck and adventure be on your side!