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In next weeks blog I will have the link to hopefully attach so that you can jump directly over.

 

Well what can I tell you about the second adventure for the alter egos?

Well not too much, but I suspect that a few characters will be discovering some nasty home truths in the process of self discovery.

Honestly, soon it will be the end of the road for these alter egos, and their bad adventures, they are about to trigger a series of events that will destroy the life they have always known. AND I CANT WAIT!

Well this birthday, is the daughter of one of the most amazing women I know.

Car, well, for short.  She is my amazing friend in the states. A source of wisdom and love that transcends the ocean.

I know her daughter will have an amazing day because of her mother this week… So I just wanted to say a quick happy birthday to her.

It should be the last birthday for a short while. So regular service of babbling mess shall resume.

 

Car said something to me that recently hit a nerve. “If someone really likes you they will go out of their way to make you smile or laugh, if they don’t, that is your answer.”

She is right. It really hurt to hear, but she isn’t wrong. In some ways I wish she was. But then I look at it in another way, my true friends, the ones I rely on, yeah, they are there for me, they make me smile and laugh and I hope that I make them smile and laugh even more, because it really does make me happy to see them smile.

This time its my nan’s birthday.

Well, there’s a whole bunch of crazy to celebrate. I still can’t believe my nan is as old as she is!

But hey ho, at least she passed the genetics of looking younger than her age down to me! Thanks to you I still don’t use wrinkle creams, actually, I barely do much at all for my appearance oops. A plain one, I am afraid, no make up, just wash my face wack on some coconut oil and off I go. Keep it simple right?

I probably should be honest and warn ya’ll that I have been a bit lazy with my work, not been very productive writing, ooops again.

Not got much to write at the moment, I am on the clock today, rushing around to get things done, but I am aiming to write more and do much more editing, June should hopefully be the next release date for something on amazon so watch this space, hopefully the Coryburn Girls sequel will be ready, edited and out early June, so keep an eye out, I might be releasing some bonus news to the next dose in the series.

This week, we have Charlie’s birthday and my late grandfather.

I think I will start with Charchar’s

Well, what can I say other then Happy Birthday and thank you. Thank you for being such an important part of my life, thank you for fighting for me when I gave up on myself, thank you for being a rock. Thank you for being you.

I really hope that you have an amazing year and know that you are loved, you have fought my corner and I want you to know I appreciate it, very much.

I don’t quite know how much or what to say because it never really shows the truth of how I feel or the sincerity, especially on here. So, Happy Birthday!

 

And for my late Grandfather.

This past year I learned more about you, and its bittersweet. I learned more about you since your passing, but I think I feel even closer to you. I got a tattoo with you in mind, so you are always with me and a part of me, your always there, and a reminder that you are not always seen but never forgotten, you are a significant part of my life.

While I have grieved and learned, you are always a part of me, a part of my life and a part of my heart. We are the sassy, crazy hope, dreamers and creators. I have not lost you, I have found you.  You are by my side and with me whenever I need you.

 

WEEEEEELLLLL it is.

And its my doggies too. We have the same day, he will be three, bless his little cotton socks.

Well, this year has been a struggle, the past year I have lost a relationship, but began to find a real relationship with myself. To start to recover in the healthy way, I sought help for some of my problems and my emotional response has been increasingly healthy. That is great for me. Less great for the people who use me and expect me to remain a doormat to their abusive behaviours. But that is fine, I am now surprising myself a lot more.

My choices are now designed with me in mind, aiming to be happy and to move in the direction I want, forward.

My hopes for this coming year of being 24?

Well, dreams and wishes come true would be nice, because dreams wishes and prayers are the energy I have been putting into the world. I have faith that things will eventually work out.

While I didn’t quite get what I want recently, I am hoping that I really will get what I need and want, a mix of both would be nice. Its been a long hard journey, so I hope that there is a chance that there may be a reprieve and some sunshine in my life, its sure been raining and worse so it would be good?

My hope is that, things will in time work out and be fixed, repaired and improved.

But who knows.