Another detail?

 

See now I have to keep remembering the pre order link.

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Ok now, another detail, well, maybe perhaps it’s not a detail but it’s something I thought I could discuss.

The amazing charismatic magnetizing pull and influence the girls have. Have you ever met someone that seemed to just attract and manifest all that they want? They know exactly what to do or say to get closer to what they want, to achieve what they want? Now that’s the thing, we either look up to or hate these people. They know how to get what they want in their life, they know how to manifest and create a vibration, an energy that pulls you in.

Now if we hate them? They want something we don’t want; their goal is negative to our own, to our own wants and desires. But if we love that kind of personality or attraction? Perhaps their own goal and desire is providing something beneficial to bring us our own goals and desires.

But that aside a magnetic personality doesn’t have to be as extreme as the girls in the series. In fact a magnetic personality could just be someone who seems to be really nice and fun to talk with, because we want to talk to people and involve people in our lives that really enrich our own experiences. The girls were a gift to try to live in the extremes of the story.

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Well now that you have the pre order link I will continue.

The box. It has to be the box. In the last post I told you all about how my perception of the diamond was? Well here is the most logical step, the box.

The “heavy ornate box”

Well. To me it’s a cherry mahogany shade. The carvings, at first, away from that tricky stone; the carvings have softness to them, less sharp severe shapes. I can see soft impressions as though flowers had been grown with vines wrapped around a box, ivy’s jasmines and daisies, small roses had been grown and pressed into the wood and become the wood itself to the body of the designs. Like gentle silk curtains, the softest texture to touch. Almost fluid in its curves. The edge lines of the box seems to be held together with a very dark rose gold that’s become one with the box.

But when the stone is close? Well, that is when the curtain of the box itself seems to lift, the softness of the ivy and jasmine and daisies will fall away and the roses and the thorns seems to grow around it and the lettering and the words appear in the crossing of the lines of thorns and stems and roses behind in and around them, all over. It’s like it becomes the textile warning of the breaking of the bloodlines and bonds of the Nosferatu, the preventions, the cures, the sharpening and heightening of a line.

 

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What’s that? You want the pre order link?

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Yep. That is no lie; there isn’t much time to go until October the 7^th… And I am so excited. Well I can’t be blamed. It is the last instalment in the Coryburn Girls series. It’s taken about two years of work on and off to achieve. I am getting closer to turning those final pages. So now it is a case of how much should I reveal to you now? I know there are little details that probably never made it to the books.

So here is something special that I never included.

That blood red diamond, how have I imagined it? How do I see the diamond?

Well because I wanted you to create that image on yourself so that it was something that you could see in your own interpretation I removed some of my own very specific details, because I wanted to see what you wanted to see, what your image is.

So how do I see the diamond?

Well, I have small hands, but I could imagine it as just about fitting comfortably in the palm of my hands, but if my fingers were to try to close around it, it would feel like a stretch, a tiny impossibility that would dig the coldness of the diamond into my palm. The edges would feel sharp in certain lines of the stone, but others would have a semi curve to them. I could imagine a tiny filigree pattern etched delicately over the top surface of the diamond. But the designs on the surface would be irremovable, untouchable and undiminishible so even a diamond expert would be unable to remove and chisel away at the designs to break the stone apart. It cannot be cut by the wrong hands, or any hand. The pattern would be a reflective continuation from the designs on the box. I would imagine the diamond to be the colour of a nail varnish I once owned that was named “dragon’s blood” it was an extremely intense shade of red, which managed to trap light in a way that gave the red a vibrancy that lifted it from the darkness.

 

 

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Well I know that some of you will be returning to school. So this one is for you.

At the start of this new school year I want you to know, this doesn’t have to be the year you change the world. You don’t even have to change the school, the year or your grades. Not saying don’t try your best or try to do better. The only change I want you to make, is this, believe in yourself. Try to find something you like about yourself, and then something else and let it snow ball and nurture into things that you love and grow within your soul. The things that make you beautiful from inside will always make you beautiful. Because true inner beauty shines outwardly and the right souls will see that beauty and be attracted like moth to a flame. If there is something you love that makes you feel millions of times more yourself on an energy level that makes your heart soar. DO IT and do not ever be ashamed of the feeling of being in a state of pure energy where you can feel your soul on fire with love. Be proud of yourself and your journey, because it is never ending and you will always grow.

 

Yes I have them. I have two, I want more.

So, opinions? Yours? I don’t care. My opinion? Yes I care.

I have one on my wrist that is super emotionally significant to me. One on my hip, totally significant. I want to grow them, I want to develop them. They are more self expression. They are purely to make me happy.

But more recently my tattoo ideas and goals have been the pursuit of a positive happy significance. More about the own self empowerment reminders on my skin. Things that make me smile, or be happy, or are reminders of moments, symbols to a story that I told where there may be a scene represented in a single symbolic image of the story.

Its so much more complicated than that but I don’t want to sit here and tell you all about them or about me or my life or the story behind them or how I got them or what happened before, during and after I got them. I don’t want to worry about how they will look in years to come because that is something that is forever changing, I am for ever changing and the stories behind the tattoos, the stories that the tattoos can generate and explore, that is constantly changing despite the tattoos being permanent and not erasable they are changing. They are growing and changing and shaping me and who I am. They are reminding me to smile and be happy even for a second if I forget and surprise myself when I see that there is a tattoo on my skin, that’s another moment of happiness.

People should never judge or belittle someone else for being happy. Just let them be happy or make them happy for a moment. But most importantly if it doesn’t affect you its not your concern, just be happy in yourself and let me worry about my own happiness if you don’t like or agree with my tattoos. I love them. End of.